admin | June 29, 2006
Been very busy lately. Actually, I seem to always be busy, which I guess is better than being bored. I don't remember the last time I had the luxury of being bored, do you?
I can?t complain though ? my 86 year old grandmother still has to work. She?s a feisty one, but [...]
admin | June 22, 2006
I sometimes just want to pick up and move somewhere more interesting. Start over with a new community and projects and places.
Robert went to San Deigo the past few days - I lived in Oceanside inside of San Deigo County when I was a child - for a little while.
He kept saying that the [...]
admin | June 21, 2006
I have so many things I want to blog about, some of them I will write better in the darkness and quiet of the night. For now I only offer these lyrics from the Dixie Chicks.
I said I wanna touch the earth
I wanna break it in my hands
I wanna grow something wild and unruly
I [...]
admin | June 14, 2006
I’m a people pleaser – most of the time. People I care about anyway. It bothers me to think I’ve annoyed or offended somebody, which is why I sometimes feel like giving up because my life often by its nature offends people. I had a recent blog entry that echoed [...]
admin | June 5, 2006
The widows are open; I can hear the crickets singing.
I think of him and him and him.
It?s dark outside with a soft breeze whispering memories.
Brown eyes. Hazel eyes. Brown eyes and blue.
My heart so vulnerable and naked to those I have allowed inside the wall. I always do so willingly, like a [...]
admin | June 5, 2006
Out Here On My Own
by Irene Cara
Sometimes I wonder where I've been
Who I am
Do I fit in.
Make believin' is hard alone,
Out here on my own
We're always provin' who we are
Always reachin' for the risin' star
To guide me far
And shine me home
Out here on my own
When I'm [...]
admin | June 4, 2006
Tilting my face skyward
I looked into your eyes
Enraptured by your gaze
And upwards I did rise
Our lips did press so softly
In your arms, I was embraced
My fingers did delight in
All the contours of your face
Our lips did press more hungrily
For a fruit forbidden
Want unfurled recklessly
And my pulse did rightly quicken
As passion rose
And blood did flow
To every [...]
admin | June 2, 2006
I was just getting ready to post this blog when I noticed my FAME blog from last night and what a contrast. I was reveling in the excitment of being colorful and different last night and today I am in a different place.
Life is funny that way.
I am seriously thinking of no longer painting [...]
admin | June 1, 2006
I ordered the movie FAME from Amazon and Jade and I have been watching it, I forgot how much I fucking LOVE that movie!
Jade has been singing the “body electric” song for two days. She's my Fame buddy - Amber and Robert don't like it.
Right now I am listening to the soundtrack to the [...]
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