admin | March 29, 2006
I put some new stuff on Cafepress today. New button designs - more zodiac, some naughty fun stuff too!
I also added saucy plus size women's stuff - Botticelli Babe and "I'm Comfortable With My Voluptuousness" and I hope to add more fairy stuff this week.
There are tees and cards and mugs with my photography and [...]
admin | March 28, 2006
Horoscope for: Monday, March 27, 2006
Yesterday | TODAY | Tomorrow
Heather,
You may feel a need to express your feelings today, even if they are running counter to others' expectations. You just might be the unpopular [...]
admin | March 28, 2006
For some reason overcast days often make me think of elementary school. I conjure images of a dark classroom with a projector ticking away some silly animated science short about blood vessels or corpuscles or how our muscles work.
The body was such a mystery to me and so curious. It allowed me to [...]
admin | March 28, 2006
Where is the line between Howard Stern and Sojourner Truth?
They both have stood for things that they believed they had the right to say. They both have had those who would silence them.
To me, it’s easy to see the differences between a person who dehumanizes women for financial gain and one who spoke up for [...]
admin | March 27, 2006
From: Heather Bartlett
Sent: Monday, March 27, 2006 8:44 AM
To: 'Bartlett, Robert E.
Subject: monday morning poem
I awoke from my bed, not because of a clatter
I couldn’t sleep because of my bladder
I looked at the clock, it read 6:38
And I ran to your room, but [...]
admin | March 26, 2006
Snippet from a Randy Newman song
I'm Different
I'm different and I don't care who knows it
Somethin' about me that's not the same
I'm different and that's how it goes
Ain't gonna play your goddamn game
admin | March 26, 2006
What is love?
In my definition love is when you care about somebody else more than you care about yourself.
Are we lucky if we find our loves and those who don’t are unlucky?
What of those who find love over and over only to lose it?
Maybe they aren’t really finding love. Maybe [...]
admin | March 24, 2006
Okay, so the story goes that we have our HORRIBLE menstrual cycle because of that bitch Eve.
Okay, so I don't believe in that stuff, but I sure feel like blaming SOMEBODY for my aching pelvis, my aching back, my skin breaking out, my sleepy–self who doesn't feel like wearing anything tighter than yoga pants.
Blah blah [...]
admin | March 24, 2006
Last night I was reading to Will from my newly purchased book "Pronoia" by Rob Brezsny (yes it's a tad weird, but also fun) - and the section I was interested in was about his visit to Burning Man in 2001 and the lack of all sorts of advertising and commercialism in any form - [...]
admin | March 24, 2006
Always pads are so much better since they changed the “dry weave” from a plastic screen to something that feels more like cotton.
On the other hand Perrier uses PLASTIC bottles now. I wonder if there is a correlation?
admin | March 23, 2006
I'm groovin' to The Pretenders right now - this song made me think of a karoake night - Jackie sang it - and Janice sang that night too - they both SO ROCKED the songs they sang.
admin | March 23, 2006
Robert is my man.
I don’t mean that in a territorial sort of way, it’s a simple fact. One that I don’t even think I had much say-so in. It just was…and is. No matter who may come and go in our lives. No matter what turmoil we face. No matter how our relationship changes or [...]
admin | March 22, 2006
Most things have a beginning and an end.
Sometimes we don't know the end is near or we do know but are in denial about it.
Sometimes there is no end, but just a point where things stop and linger waiting for the continuation that might occur some day.
Some things we wish for never come, but [...]
admin | March 19, 2006
I had the strangest sense of deja vu today – standing in the dining room eating a slice of the yummy homemade choclate chocolate birthday cake Billy made, talking to Robert, Jade in the back not feeling well and saying something about making fairy wands. It just washed over me – I’ve [...]
admin | March 16, 2006
To really enjoy this song you have to listen to it - if you've ever watched LOTR “Return of the King” you have heard it. I am doing lots of art today and have been listening to fairy music. It makes me think of the old fairy parties, Jackie and Will and Robert [...]
admin | March 15, 2006
There is always pain in a relationship - any close relationship. If it's worth having and worth keeping then you work at making it better. You work at being stronger, more forgiving, more loving.
Somtimes our hearts get so tired we don't think anything can make it strong again. Love, time, forgiveness, they are good healers.
Excerpt [...]
admin | March 13, 2006
I think regretting telling the truth is sort of like regretting having had a great love with somebody that ended.
If you tell the truth and it turns out badly for you – that’s for the best.
If you tell the truth and somebody can forgive you, then imagine how fulfilling that relationship could end [...]
admin | March 12, 2006
I am realizing that no matter how I evolve as a person, in confidence and ability. No matter how good I become as an artist, lover, mother and friend - that whether it was back when I was thin and dieted or when I am heavier and wiser - some things never change. [...]
admin | March 7, 2006
To love somebody you must accept them ? including their flaws. But at what point are you not just accepting flaws but are being taken advantage of? Disrespected?
When are you no longer just admiring somebody and have begun idealizing them?
At what point does confidence become conceit?
Trust is a fragile thing. The worst [...]
admin | March 5, 2006
Robert re-loaded my computer today. I can't believe how much faster it is running. I will have problems all day tomorrow figuring out what I'd changed all of my defaults to.
I miss some of my old theatre peeps. Sweetie & Keith in particular. I am aware of their projects and I [...]
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