Patricia

admin | August 25, 2005

This is a photo of Will?s last girlfriend.
 
 
Her name is Patricia and she?s about fifteen years younger than him, which makes her a lot younger than me too.  That made for good jokes, but it never really bothered me.
 
Why am I writing about this?
 
Will is away right now.  I miss him.  This is the first time [...]

Just when you accept that you won't get it…

admin | August 24, 2005

Just when you feel as though you have to accept something as it is, you get a big surprise.  A mini miracle.
I have had two apologies in the past two days - not little apologies for everyday things, major important apologies - the kind that can alter a path you were sure you were on.
I [...]

The Long Weekend

admin | August 22, 2005

What a long weekend ? here is a long blog to prove it?
 
 
It?s another jammie afternoon, working and taking the time to stop and write this blog.
 
Friday was Billy?s birthday.  It rained alllllll day.  Both boys were home since it was Robert?s Friday off, Will brought books home to work. It?s great for him to [...]

Happy Birthday Will & Pound Cake

admin | August 19, 2005

So, last night I am working on my cafepress shop, thinking of stuff to put on shirts in the sassy women?s section ? and I explained to Will I wanted to put a plus sized section of stuff (though their selection of plus size products are limited, I will have to email them about that) [...]

Counting Bodies Like Sheep

admin | August 17, 2005

Pooped.  Headache.  Robert too ? went to bed early ? I?m still here, working.
 
Working?working?working.
 
My legs are a little swollen from sitting so much ? but I?m in the zone.  I?ve got four empty cans of R.W. Knudsen Jamaican Lemonade ? I?ve got a real drinking problem ? I?m addicted to their gingery lemon goodness ? [...]

Some Pisces Energy

admin | August 17, 2005

 
Heather,Your two key planets, optimistic Jupiter and illusory Neptune are having a cosmic feeding frenzy as they channel energy back and forth. Your ideal situation is out there and its manifestation begins with your acceptance of your dreams. Don't sell yourself short. Imagination rules; if you can visualize it, then it can become real.

 
I [...]

Downtown Whore

admin | August 14, 2005

A line from the new Rob Thomas song ?Something To Be?
 
Dressed down now
I look a little too ?boy next door?
Maybe I should find a downtown whore
To make me look hardcore
 
He?s right about one thing in this song though ? we?re all looking for something to be ? at SOME point in our lives.  I?ve found [...]

Typical Hardy Bartlett Night at Home

admin | August 12, 2005

Robert was sitting at my desk playing music while I was cleaning up my art area to make it more organized.  He played ?Pictures of You? by the Cure and I started to get all choked up and I did, what I do sometimes, I presented silly questions like, ?If we ever split, would you [...]

I'll FLASH you…

admin | August 9, 2005

I am toying with Macromedia Flash.  I am reading a book Robert got me to learn Flash so I could add some cool elements to the new website.  Ya know what though?  I get SO FRUSTRATED with how LONG it takes to do everything!  Not Flash so much, it's pretty straightforward so far, but just [...]

The OPRESSION of Heat & Frustration

admin | August 7, 2005

Okey dokey, so I have always bitten off more than I can chew ? yea, yea ? I?m flawed.
 
So what do I do?  I chew it slowly, occasionally gagging, and take a swig of ale to wash it down! 
 
I feel like the website project is dragging on and on.  We?ve made real progress this [...]

I should kick Will out or let Robert leave.

admin | August 3, 2005

I would like to say, that I never realized I would have to choose. 
 
Knowing the three of us have trouble would cause those whose tongues clucked at us to feel so smart. 
 
Some would puff up and feel like boasting, ?I knew that was never going to work.? ? to see us fail would vindicate them greatly.
 
Why would a [...]

In my pj's past noon…

admin | August 2, 2005

I am in my pj's right now.  I am stopping for a moment to write that I am in y pj's past noon.  It's not the first time.  It won't be the last.
~~~ Hold on, Robert is phoning.
~~~I think that boy loves me
Okay, well, today I'm cleaning mostly .  I would rather be [...]