Writing is Probably Not My Calling

admin | April 26, 2005

It seems that any time I need to completely bare my soul it gets under somebody?s skin.
 
I have to vent.  If I don?t vent, I need medication.  I don?t want medication.
 
Venting.  Writing.  Talking.  Aren?t they healthy? 
 
Isn?t healthier to blog or write a dark comedy inspired by ******* than letting the air out of her [...]

Exclusion

admin | April 19, 2005

…is the Mother of intentions.

The Fear of Fear & the Proof of Love

admin | April 17, 2005

The legacy is perhaps genetic in my family?or we keep repeating the same mistakes, us Freed-Brooks women.
 
Moody.  Self-destructive.  Testing?always testing.
 
I loved, the best I could?stressed and young and inexperienced.
 
My fear, I think, she uses against me at times?knowing I?m afraid that something will happen to her?so she knows we will all take care of her.  [...]

Do your part to POLLUTE THE BAY!

admin | April 13, 2005

I think a supposed environmentalist marrying an executive of a major oil company is sorta like an animal activist marrying a furrier. 

Ex Venting

admin | April 13, 2005

Since I am required to “respect” Will's ex-its wishes not to be contacted, I must vent here.
So, her attendance at a session has been requested by her daughter's counselor .  IT's something she's known about for WEEKS.
What's more important than a daughter's mental health and welfare?  The Nationals opening game, of course.
Of course her appointments end [...]

Bomb Threat

admin | April 12, 2005

I spent most of the day chaperoning a trip with Jade at Lackey High School where she and dozens of other fifth graders practice for the all county band and strings.
I leave her back at her school at 1:30ish and come home to eat, check my email while watching NYPD Blue rerun out of [...]

I am from Earth - what planet are you from?

admin | April 11, 2005

So, I wasn't the best parent when my oldest was younger.  Though it's no excuse, I did have a few reasons.  I had her when I was 15 years old.  I was in tenth grade and I finished that grade on the honor roll. After Amber was born I finished my junior and senior year while [...]