Solid food would be nice.

admin | May 30, 2004

I?m recovering from yesterday when I woke up at 7 a.m. shaking and feeling pukey.  I HATE THAT!  I got nervous, like I always do, when I feel like I?m going to throw up.  The rest of the day was spent making trips to the bathroom for one end or the other and rolling around [...]

Can't buy me love - I already have it.

admin | May 28, 2004

It?s cliché ? ?Money isn?t everything.?  No, it?s not?but it certainly can make things more comfortable.  But at what non-monetary prices do we pay for those pleasures?  As I slathered $12.00 moisture cream on my face this morning I was thinking of just how expensive moisture cream could get and how this cream is pretty [...]

except accepting

admin | May 27, 2004

A rather strangely terse discussion with my sister made me realize how many people, even those close to me, do not embrace me or my life as much as I perhaps thought.  I also am learning that the way I live is somehow mysterious and incomprehensible on some levels.  Oh, and potentially damaging to children.  [...]

Just like you…

admin | May 6, 2004

Robert has a keen ear for good music and he knows what I like.  He put this song in a mix for me and it made me think of the way Amber has been.  It made me feel like she could have practically written this song to me.
When I am around her I feel like [...]

Simply Complicated Silence

admin | May 6, 2004

Visit.
Enter through my doors when you can.
You are too far, too often.
You are too far.  Too far.
I know you are not an ocean away?but sometimes it feels like that to me.  An ocean is a barrier of wide miles of water.  A woman?s heart is wider.
My ship is small.  My heart is not.  My [...]

Poop Doggy-Dog

admin | May 5, 2004

My parents have a ?Min-pin? ? that?s short for a miniature pincer. It really is too?a miniature pincer I mean.  It looks JUST like the bigger version of a Doberman pincer ? only it?s tiny, like a poodle.  Its bark is a tiny ?yep-yep-yep? sort of thing.  It leaps around like a doe.
His name is [...]

An Ordinary Day

admin | May 4, 2004

Sunday I sat at my dining room table and watched out of my back window.  Robert sat in a white lawn chair and Jade was being a monkey on the small swing set in our back yard.  She does this thing where she climbs from one end to the other and back without touching the [...]

Somber & Sober Reality

admin | May 1, 2004

I went and got my hair trimmed today.  Just three inches off.  I only ever do it about twice per year.  The place I walked into had a dark flava ? all black ladies, they turned and looked at me.  It was too late, I was already in tha do?.   I sat there and waited [...]