admin | March 26, 2004
I need to be told I?m loved?often. Sometimes that isn?t enough and I ask, ?Why do you love me?? I then hope for some wonderfully romantic response about my eyes and my hair and my sense of humor and lovemaking abilities. I always half expect to be told that I am not loved and ?goodbye? [...]
admin | March 22, 2004
?Pain is good for art.? I often say this ? even though my pain in the past months has been minimal. I hold dear the belief that if I have a good day or good year, even if I am the best person I can be, that I will have to pay for it somehow [...]
admin | March 21, 2004
It?s been a great birthday weekend. One thing that I?ve filed under ?weird? is the bomb threats called into the DC School system Friday March, 19 ? schools were searched, and I?ve nary heard a peep about the whole thing. Whattup wit dat?
I checked out this Yahoo Group for poyamorous people ? some of them [...]
admin | March 17, 2004
If (when?) I write the story of my life?well, lets be real, I write it as I go most of the time in case you haven?t been paying attention (or just don?t give a holla, yo). I from time to time ponder what people would think of me if they knew my whole story.
I [...]
admin | March 13, 2004
Ok, so I just got home from the movies. I got dressed up in this totally cute red plaid sort of funky-punky miniskirt, a black cardigan and some cute black boots. Robert and Will both told me how cute and sexy I looked and I just grinned. Beamed is more like it. Robert LOVES skirts, [...]
admin | March 10, 2004
I am listening to the MP3 of a local singer named Annie Sidley.
Here's what happens ? I poke around the net looking for artists who want Allzah.com to review their stuff. If they have MP3's available and I'm in the mood for their kind of music I'll put on a tune and work. This [...]
admin | March 8, 2004
Robert discovered the blog of a friend of ours yesterday by accident. I immediately began to read it from the beginning but ran out of time and I only got through about two or three pages. I sat down tonight and read the entire thing from middle of last year and then ending with today's [...]
admin | March 3, 2004
At 12:58 am ? and even for me there is no one.
He sleeps.
He sleeps?and right now I have no one.
In this moment I am only a disturbance of the waves of dreamy sleep. He falls into that inky blackness after the euphoria?and then there is me. Alone.
Sometimes like still waters, beneath it you know there [...]
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