That Sinking Feeling

admin | September 23, 2003

Did you ever feel like all you ever do is drag people down?  Prevent them from meeting their dreams?
 
Do you ever feel like a rock tied to the ankle of a swimmer in very deep water?
 
It's times like these when I understand why people call those palm reader hotlines.
 
 

Eleven Years

admin | September 12, 2003

Eleven years ago today I married my best friend.
So many things have not been the way I thought they would be.  Some are much better than I ever imagined.
Marriage takes work.  Compromise. Trust.  Love.  Mostly love.
When I look at Robert I see all of the many things we have had together?the bad and the good.  [...]

On this day…

admin | September 11, 2003

—–Original Message—–From: goddess [mailto:goddess@allzah.com] Sent: Thursday, September 11, 2003 11:05 AMTo: Robert Bartlett; William HardySubject: On this day…
 
Dearest Loves - Robert and William ?

Today is September 11th and though I was conscious of that fact this morning, I did not feel more than a small amount of sadness.  I turned on CNN and have been [...]

Topless o' the mornin' to ya.

admin | September 5, 2003

In this blog and in my other writings I often speak of self esteem, lack of self esteem, loving yourself, looking at your beauty and the beauty of others and trying hard not to only see your perceived flaws.  This morning I rolled out of bed to take my young un to school.  I slipped [...]

"Before and after school activities."

admin | September 4, 2003

I am learning that death dumbfounds me.  Several of my friends have lost loved ones recently, Sweetie, Jim, Wes, Brian and Tim ? I had no idea what to say to them other than, ?I?m sorry.  Let me know if I can do anything.?  That?s it.  That?s the extent of my great comfort.  Sympathy cards [...]