Poignant question?

admin | January 31, 2003

?Heather, how many universes do you have to be the center of for you to feel good about yourself??
Good point fellas?

Testosterone…

admin | January 31, 2003

I come home and guess what, the little plastic feet are broken on the back of my FAVORITE MS ERGO KEYBOARD causing it to lean backwards…sheesh…
“Robert, what happened to the keyboard? It's leaning back funny.”
“Oh, um…the feet broke off.”
I look at the desk to find evidence of plastic keyboard feet shrapnel.
“Roooobert…were you playing that [...]

Egocentric-o-matic-MANTRA

admin | January 30, 2003

Sometimes…if I'm feeling like I don't fit into that “conventional” idea of beauty I think back to my favorite compliments or comments that boosted the esteem a little. Though to truly love yourself you shouldn't NEED the approval of others, but then, we're flawed humans that sometimes crave that approval.
Some of my favorite sweet [...]

Beauty is only deep in your skin…

admin | January 30, 2003

Or in the beholder's eyes?
I was recently, and gently, told “If somebody cannot see your beauty, that's their problem, Heather.”

How much is "enough"?

admin | January 29, 2003

If you ask your lover ?Do you love me?? and the answer is yes?does it matter how much? If you are being loved well?and the person giving the love feels as though it IS enough, then isn?t it?
How do you measure love anyway? Is it how many flowers somebody has given you? [...]

I am 32 flavors…and then some…

admin | January 29, 2003

“and god help you if you are an ugly girl
course too pretty is also your doom
cause everyone harbors a secret hatred
for the prettiest girl in the room”
Entire Lyrics for 32 Flavors
by Ani DiFranco
squint your eyes and look closer
i'm not between you and your ambition
i am a poster girl with no poster
i am thirty-two flavors and [...]

"Orestes"

admin | January 29, 2003

Metaphor for a missing moment
Pull me into your perfect circle
- A Perfect Circle lyrics

In My Life…

admin | January 29, 2003

There are places I remember
All my life, though some have changed,
Some forever, not for better,
Some have gone and some remain.
All these places had their moments,
With lovers and friends I still can recall,
Some are dead and some are living,
In my life I?ve loved them all.
But of all these friends and lovers,
There is no one compared with [...]

Friends…

admin | January 28, 2003

I have several very good friends in my life that are very in tune with me. They always have a kind word or a hug when I need it most. We all have busy lives…we all have so much to do, but when one of us is in need, the others are right [...]

Every shirt tear stained.

admin | January 28, 2003

Yesterday morning I was sad. It was early in the morning and Robert was going to be leaving for work and I was not looking forward to spending the day alone in the mood I was in. He stood in the livingroom and hugged me and I clung to him as I sobbed. [...]

They say that love conquers all…

admin | January 27, 2003

If that is true…
Maybe love will conquer you.

Love or Fear.

admin | January 26, 2003

Possessiveness is fear.
Freedom is love.

Where the demon hides…

admin | January 26, 2003

After some “bonding” time with my husband last night we had a long talk. He held up a big mirror to me and I looked inside and realized that something in my past was not as resolved inside of me as I'd like to believe it is.
One of the things Robert and Will [...]

Driving in my car.

admin | January 22, 2003

The rules of neither apply.

Trust.

admin | January 21, 2003

Being completely naked and unafraid.

Brave happiness.

admin | January 19, 2003

“It takes courage to be happy. It takes courage to follow that inner voice.”
I just heard Carlos Santana say those words on a show. Thank you Carlos.
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Also, I found out earlier this evening cuz my pal Cindy called and told me that Sweetie (Karen) and I were nominated for some WATCH awards.
http://www.washingtontheater.org
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I am [...]

Do whatcha want.

admin | January 19, 2003

My last blog that only read, “She's prettier than me,” prompted a reply from a friend of mine that didn't take too kindly to me comparing myself to somebody that I considered physically more attractive. If you are this person's friend you soon learn why they call her “Sweetie”.
I use my blog sometimes to purge [...]

A truth.

admin | January 18, 2003

She is prettier than me.

Staind Heart…

admin | January 17, 2003

“and dig myself a little hole inside your precious heart…”
“i am nothing more than a little boy inside
that cries out for attention, yet always tries to hide…”
Staind ~ “Epiphany”

Along the way…

admin | January 16, 2003

Tripping my way down this sometimes dark path, the lights shining bright, too brightly sometimes into my eyes to see where I am to follow.
Hands leading me…blinded by the beauty, I am feeling my way, still holding your hands…tugging at your arms…trusting you to lead.
It's funny (I guess) because I seem so in [...]