Big girl in a small world?
admin | December 31, 2002
Sometimes my big world gets so tiny I can barely breathe and move.
Dream chasing?
admin | December 30, 2002
I have a pair of jeans that I've put little sayings and pictures all over with colorful markers. One of the things I wrote was “Dream Chaser”. My darling Robert spied this and pointed out that it was incorrect. I looked at him, I was almost hurt. He looked ahead at [...]
Dreaming and Losing
admin | December 26, 2002
Sometimes people who chase dreams lose cherished realities along the way.
The nature of things…
admin | December 26, 2002
There is a sadness always with me.
Sweetie and Jimbo
admin | December 24, 2002
Jim can never call a person by their name if it is one syllable…for instance:
Bill is “Billy Bones”
Wes is “Westerberg”
Jim you are too funny.
We went over to Jim and Sweetie's for a little Christmas Eve get together and Janice fed us pastries soaked in rum…some homade orange and lemon stuff that was made with ah-heh [...]
Bleed for me, Robert.
admin | December 24, 2002
Tiny crystals of ice fall from the sky sometimes dancing on the hood of my car, sometimes bouncing off.
It?s so dark?so black outside. Little drops of water cling to the window and hold miniature globes of light within them only to roll away and disappear.
It?s so cold?and wet?and dark?silence fills me up inside and [...]
More Blog Wisdom
admin | December 24, 2002
Jax and I IM each other about our struggles with the green eyed monster and how to let the Goddess wield her mighty powers and keep It in Its place. Being beautiful means many things and letting it shine within and without takes discipline and the desire to improve for yourself and for those [...]
The story of a boy and a doll.
admin | December 24, 2002
Why do I cry out for you?
tears
swelling fears
crumpled
small
Let me save you from yourself.
You're far, even when you?re close. But my arms reach far…and my heart is stout and I can rescue you…if you will let me. If you will believe me when I tell you of the beauty you possess. [...]
Blogging Wisdom
admin | December 23, 2002
This is an excerpt from Robert's blog today. The last line:
“Sometimes, it's the release that is all it takes. And what was distant is now close. What was blurry is now in focus. Once was a question, is now an answer.”
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Jackie and I were talking today about how therapeutic blogging can be. For [...]
Time after Time
admin | December 23, 2002
I opened this blog and I don't know what I'm going to write.
happy
sad
feel you
see you
hear you
skin
love
salty
sweet
kisses
embraces
Sometimes I wish I could crawl into my closet.
Sometimes my heart feels like a dagger has pricked it.
Sometimes my heart feels like a heavy boulder is resting on it.
Sometimes I feel as though beams of light shoot out of my [...]
Uh-huh.
admin | December 23, 2002
Another dedication.
Reo Speedwagon “Time for Me to Fly”
I've been around for you
I've been up and down for you
But I just can't get any relief
I've swallowed my pride for you
I've lived and lied for you
But you still make me feel like a thief
You got me stealin' your love away
'Cause [...]
Woah…blogged up…
admin | December 21, 2002
I know, I know, I ain't blogged in a few days…but I'm a busy girl. I've been working on four paintings in the past two days…they are abstracts, coming along nicely.
Thursday night I was visiting a friend in Greenbelt and CRASH, we hear something outside…a car smashed into a tree right behind the apartment [...]
Rank HO!
admin | December 19, 2002
This show called RANK is on listing some great holiday movie moments and asking people what their favorite holiday movies are and a comedian just said:
“I think they're anticipating the new holiday movie with Mariah Carey and Christinia Aquelleria (sp?) called 'Ho Ho' ”
HA HA!!!! That was SO effing funny!
Anyways, the words [...]
Some men…
admin | December 18, 2002
Some men are honorable. Some men are loving. Some men are both…and some are neither.
Tormented Husband Day
admin | December 18, 2002
There seems to be a theme in the movies on AMC today…tormented husbands…
I watched “The Good Wife” early this morning and while I'm doing stuff I have “The Three Faces of Eve” on in the background.
When a man really deeply loves a woman I guess he'll put up with A LOT, at least for a [...]
If you love someone…
admin | December 16, 2002
If you really love someone…set them free.
Didja ever?
admin | December 14, 2002
Sometimes when I hear a song it reminds me of somebody…or how I feel somebody may think of me…and the words just sort of stand out and speak to you.
I used to listen to some love songs and think, “I wish somebody loved me like that.” I shamefully didn't even realize that I have [...]
Keep running…
admin | December 14, 2002
Dedication to the same person my Thursday, December 05, 2002 12:22 PM
Naked and OBLIVIOUS ” blog is mostly about.
I happened to be listening to this song and it reminded me of you.
Excerpt from “Take it on the Run” by REO Speedwagon
You're thinking up your white lies
You're putting on [...]
Green eyed monsters…
admin | December 13, 2002
Jealousy. Jealousy.
Jealousy.
Jealousy.
Say it out loud. It sounds wierd.
I don't like getting fiercely jealous about anything. I don't like getting jealous PERIOD…but it happens sometimes.
Jealousy.
It matters not if you GET jealous, but rather what you do when in its cold and bitter gripe.
It's pretty much a useless emotion, unless [...]
Thoughts from inside a closet…
admin | December 13, 2002
When you are curled up in a closet, if the door will not shut well, a small crack may allow light to come inside your dark, safe little place, attempting to force hope on you for what is on the other side of the door.
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