CAUTION:

admin | October 31, 2002

Objects on this site may make me appear nicer than I actually am.

HAPPY HALLOWEENY!

admin | October 31, 2002

Why is it that everything takes ten times longer than you THINK it will?
GRRR! I want this site to be UP and DONE, but we keep hitting a few roadblocks. I need to just be patient. Not always easy for me. We’ve been working hard on getting this thing up, but there are just too [...]

Just as I am.

admin | October 30, 2002

Don’t need no:
Liposuction, breast implants, Jenny Craig, Botox, Richard Simmons, Buns of Steel, rhinoplasty, dermabraison, Weight Watchers, Metabolife, breast lift, body sculpting, bathroom scale, LA Weightloss Center, Thigh Master, Dexatrim.
I am loved just as I am.
I’m not saying people shouldn’t do things that make them feel better about themselves; I’m just saying that if the [...]

I can see clearly now, my brain is gone.

admin | October 30, 2002

Don’t think too hard about things. Just follow the path and be kind and loving and supportive and good things will come in time. Just quit worrying it and realize that in the end all things are as they should be.

Love is easy to give. Love is hard to give.

admin | October 30, 2002

The truest kind of love is the hardest to give. Unselfish unconditional unrepentant love. If somebody truly loves you, they let you be what you are meant to be.
They let you explore and create and be open even if it is something that takes time and affection away from them.
They even let you hurt and [...]

Do you love me like I love you?

admin | October 29, 2002

So, I was in the car listening to Jewel sing about:
do you love me, like I love you
and do you need me
like I need you
…and I started to wonder if wondering is part of the beauty of falling in love with somebody. If you wistfully think about the person and wonder if they ever think [...]

Jealousy.

admin | October 29, 2002

Yeah, yeah, I’m ALREADY writing in my blog again this morning. Whatcha gonna do?!
Anyways, back to JEALOUSY:
Ah, the old green-eyed monster. I haven’t felt its sting too often in recent years, but it rears its ugly head now and then. I am only human and therefore weak at times, allowing old insecurities to burn me. [...]

What becomes urgent as we get older?

admin | October 29, 2002

Well, I’m not going to win any housewife-of-the-year awards, that’s for sure. Or should I say “homemaker?” Whatever. The point is that Robert walked out of the house in wrinkly pants and had to hunt for twenty minutes for paired up brown or tan socks. I sat there watching him dig through the pile of [...]

Blog Analysis

admin | October 28, 2002

This morning I am wondering about this blogging stuff. As I drove home early this morning from Will’s I realized how much I open myself up to people. I realized how few barriers I have to protect myself sometimes. That can be a scary thing, especially if you don’t have a hard outer shell. Don’t [...]

Ruined Mermaid Drawing Haunts Heather

admin | October 25, 2002

Conversation at my house this morning:
Heather: (in childlike whiney voice) Uh! I can?t BELIEVE I ruined that mer-
Robert- Heather, let it *go*.
Heather: (additional childish whimpering) But…but what a waste of time! It was the best one I did yester-
Robert- HEATHER, let it GO. Eric’s here, I gotta go.
Heather- Blah. I love you. Have a good [...]

Ok, I’m blog-dicted

admin | October 24, 2002

Whilst standing in line to walk my youngest daughter out of school today a little boy, probably about seven years old, looked up to me and asked, “Has the sniper been caught yet?” What a sad thing for a little boy to have to worry about. Blah, glad it’s over.
And life goes on at the [...]

MAD WACK

admin | October 24, 2002

AH-HA!!! Looks like they may have caught those fucking WACK bastards!!! That means I can go to Michaels craft store without feeling like I have a target painted on my back.
Nuff of that crap. I’m not gonna waste too many sentences on that subject. They’d just be too pleased with themselves knowing they are consuming [...]

Emo-girl

admin | October 23, 2002

I’m pretty full of words today. I’m on a hormonal high and that equals loads of creativity and running my mouth mercilessly. Sorry Robert. Sorry Will. I think this blog is gonna help ya’ll not have to listen to me ramble SO MUCH. I can dump many of the thoughts here.
More thoughts about relationships and [...]

Marital Auto-Pilot

admin | October 23, 2002

Do you ever feel like your on marital auto-pilot? Do you have specific reactions to specific actions that have just sort have become routine? Well, STOP IT!!!
Last night Robert came home and uttered the dreaded phrase “What?s for dinner??”
 AGGGHHH!!! No “Hello” - no hug, no nothin? ‘cept “What’s for dinner?”
So I made a big deal [...]

Psycho Days

admin | October 22, 2002

I was awakened by Robert this morning with the news that another person has been shot. Again in Montgomery County. I felt like I was hit in the stomach. Will lives so close to Silver Spring and Robin lives IN Silver Spring. When is somebody gonna catch this psycho?

YRUHERE

admin | October 21, 2002

I was driving down 301 and saw a license plate that read “YRUHERE.”
Why AM I here? Sometimes I think I know. Sometimes I wonder that very thing out loud to myself. What a thought provoking little bunch of letters this person put on their car.
A thought of my own:
If you love somebody, but keep hurting [...]

Beauty vs. Evil

admin | October 21, 2002

It’s late, I’m sleepy, but I cannot resist typing a little sumthin-sumthin into my new blog before I run off to bed.
Robert has done a great job and we make a pretty good team when we aren’t screaming misunderstandings at each other.
On to other subjects:
It may be because of the “Washington Sniper” or as [...]

New Site EXCITMENT

admin | October 20, 2002

This is my FIRST BLOG ENTRY for my new art site. YIPPIE!!! I’m not sure exactly what kind of stuff I’m gonna put in this journal, though I suppose it will evolve naturally.
Today I had my cast party for Port Tobacco Players  production of Arthur Miller’s All My Sons. It’s always good to see my [...]